was it an hr ago that i just said i was goin to flunk
i have since decided to take an MC and skip the exam./
takin an mc wld mean i have failed the exam.
i hate this.
this sitting-for-an-exam-without-knowing-anything feeling.
wait i tell u what i know.
number.system conversions/ Kmaps*boolean expressions/
characteristic table of a JK flipflop/that's it/ this will only allow me to answer 1/4 questions. a bloody25% n i may not even get full marks..
so why don't i just start studying for Circuits which is tmrw and it is def more impt coz it is a pre-requisite for AC circuits ee2005.

i swear i am beating myself up and down non stop for this incredibly rebellious/naughty/stupid/rash decision of mine.i feel horrible & helpless.stupid and in denial.foolish and F*up.embarrassed.heartache.headache.
it's like being part of the assembly line and i'm about to be diced up by big choppers n im just stallin for time by running the other direction.
i'm not tellin mery until she calls.
i don't wanna affect her or disappoint her.
the fear of failing. but technically ie her upset've already failed it. i'll try again. ( n she tries to console herself)

its not the 4 hr partyin session on saturday night.
it was friday afternoon tryin to read/cant understand/
saturday= whole day reading and half understanding/
sunday=reading n NOT understanding all over again.

it's just an exam right..so take a chill pill right.
yeah ..i'm sure.
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/OAS/Undergraduate+Studies/
Administrative+Services/ withdrawal.htm
it's just a click away to withdraw frm this course.
it's also just another 2 years of making it right.