RUN Away !!! RUN AWAY!!!

when shit happens
shit really happens
like u eat smell breathe feel crap

shaun just msged me he faintd after the nurse drew blood from him at tan tock seng n he said he's superman he's feelin okaay. really. but i'm still worried. i wanna do an X-men now n keep him company. like NOW. like clone myself n keep me on the comp n the other next to shaun.
but.. (besides the obv that i can't clone me self..)

our flash presentation is due on wednesday
and i think we've just self elimnated ourselves
we dont know how to use flash and we were so hopeful we can learn it in a week?
nonsense la. no such thing...
so any of u ambitious beings out there who think that flash can be mastered in a week, u gotta be kidding me..when i say in a week means u go to sch at 9 and leave at 5pm..nwhen u go home, u try to do the tutorials and u're so tired u fall asleep n u dun touch it on weekends. so its 5 days.
n u come to sch e next day and finish where u left off, tryin to figure how to insert key frames n how to animate the whole shit together
it's tough work
even if a friend has designed the templates for u.
its not impossible.
but to complete it by WEDNEsday in front of hwa chong teachers n other experts from national instruments,
we just self eliminated.

and to make tHings worse
MOLEY kelvin
who is a research engineer just came into the lab and ask us hows the flash he made it sound like its a bloody power pt and he starts askin qustions to make us feel stUpid n helpless. and we feel like we have to start from ground again.

n i dun really have 2 days.
my dad is goin for his op right?
i'm like hoping it's all gonnabe okaaay and stuff, n my flash is just going to be a piece of lame ass stink, n i was kickin up a fuss with shaun over the entire weekend.
i was picking on his dress sense, his actions, his everything..it's like u know... i feel lik crap..i just wish i cld be quiet sometimes n suck it all it ... but i chooose to complain.
really bitchy of me.
:P
SHIT IS HAPPENING .

EEVRYBODY
RUN AWAY
RIGHT NOW.

n im just wondering when is this gonna end?
*heavy sigh* my mouth is a perpetual pout
gloomy as can be.