i didnt go to work on saturday ...

saturday morning i had breakkie with mom n dad and they asked me how have i been goin to work every morning, i simply replied i took the cab. to which my dad wasnt so happy becos he said im just wasting money like that, "u shld take the train and bus , that shld be the right way".
my car was parked outside my place so i asked the maid to check with the gurl who borrowed my car whether she needed it.. otherwise i'll take it to work
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girl says sshe needs it, so fine, i'll cab to work then. it's a saturday, she has a bf who drives a kompressor, she prolly doesnt neeed it, but what the hell..
so in order to show face to my dad, i didnt call a cab and i just walked out, i felt so miserable becos it was scorching HOT and i saw my car outside n i felt so so sad..
i buay tahan i text my dadddy on his mobile " how long do i have to ttake this? why do i have to take the train/bus/walk under the sun so as to get to work? why why why why why why why why why why why why why?"

no reply

when i got unto the cab
" why is it that other kids dun have to work during the holidays? WHY? why is it that i have to give tuition during sch? why why why why why? why do i feel second class when i come home? WHY WHY WHY?"

i was throwing a BRAT fit on my dad. but this was accumulated for quite some time becos ever since the start of the exam studyin break, my dad has not given me my pocket money okay, n when i ask my mom she goes : "go take from ur dad".. and that drives me mad..HELLO<>?"
she can afford her 3 times weekly hairwash session+massage+cosmetics+facials but she can convieniently forget about meee and my needs. dun i need money too. am i that insignificant? does it not register somehwere?where do i get moeny from?? hmm??? they have a silly way of passing me cash only when im at home and to me , that is some DUMB ASS parenting method.doesnt work for me. i dont see u just so that i can get more money k.
(edit.. i just realised a huge chunk was gone)

my dad calls me and Roars on the fone in his bloody " im ur father so i have the most say" tone and yells " WHy are u complaining to me? why r u giving me ur nonsense? I can SELL ur car away, stop you from going to sch and u can jolly well quit ur job and bum at home. NOBODY IS STOPPING YOU!" by then, the tears were already rolling n i hung up the fone on him.
i didnt deserve to hear all that. the cab reached paragon and i called my aunt. i ignored my dad's calls. i was hopin she was in the shop and she cld seee me for a while but it was her off day. so i found a corner and i started sobbing ..everything just came out of my mouth.. i felt so .. wronged.. i didnt mean to throw a brat fit, i just needed to hear " hey darling girl, just bear with it for another month.." i mean seriously dad, im working becos of YOU. i dont have to do this, and last thing i neeed is you giving me the MOST irritating father FIT.
i just needed some sayang.com
so aunt suggested takin the day off cos i didnt want to look like a wreck and have everyone asking me whats up and then i'll seem like i'm in some pathetic poorgirlrichgirl scenario..

called gina and she says she'll meet me when she gets to town..
spent quite some time talkin to yoda on the fone and then i spent an hour at borders reading chick lit n flipping magzines.
gina came down with her elder bro and we had macs for lunch. dat was one hearty happy meaL mann. then we went to do our nails at far east.
and guess who did we seee at the nail shoP??
the source of my problem.
the gurl who took my car. wha lau eh.
we said a brief hi and she was drying her nails.
suddenly she was all in a hurry to leave.
cldnt be bothered to make any conversation with her.
totally sian mode
right.
before she left, she had to tell me " erm i needed to borrow the car cos i needed to buy my luggage in the morning , see u at home for dinner okay?"
" oh i took the day off. so i wont be home early"
bloody hell.she felt there was a need to explain to me why she needed my car. gAR.
guiltstricken maybe?
gina did her toes n i did my nails in barbie mattel pink. thanks sweetie
its amazing what doing ur nails can do for u. dun ask me. its a girl thing.

went to kinokuniya at taka and did stupid stuff like learning on the spot one spanish word and one thai word and one french word from the language side. went to check out the stationary section and i was so hAPPY to seee the pencil boxes i use to have in primary sch. i had so many of those. the ones with the buttons and magnetic casings, the ones u cld just press and the pencils will slide out? the sanrio/disney ones? blast from the past. nice.
and remember RAINBOW BRItE!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

wha lau eh. hahaha i was so happy when i saw it.



had dinner with gina and yoda. n yoda was so sweet . she bought me a nice waterbottle that i told her abt which i saw at borders it was pink with butterflies.. hahhaa mann i felt like a PAMPERED kid . thanks to these 2 gurls mann.
we drank tea till we were sweating but we were talkin so much we cldnt care less hahaha.

what more can i ask for? thank You so much for these 2 wonderful girls.
and we plannedmy birthday and a to do list to get everything in focus.
and the invite list. hahaa sheeesh :)

feelin much better after spending the entire day out with them. they just seem to understand cos we have it frm time to time. this parent-daughter shit.
love u two.
im gg to work now. :)

a parting shot *mmuah*