the new Nemesis

i drove down
to canele
to get myself cake
just for the heck of it
i didnt even bother to dress up shorts tee and
i looked at the mirror not more than 3 times today
imagine my drearyness
so while i was driving, took nibbles on my rose meringue which is really like rose syrup=bandung flavoured meringue
i thought about how was meringue made
its lotsa sugar and egg white
and i felt terrible
i thought about the amount of sugar that could be stuck on the little grooves and corners of my teeth and i shuddered
i was like " bleargh" and i had to put it away
i felt terrible

like eating is so not sexy
how did i even make this a habit
like im sad so i eat
URGH GLUTTONY AT ITS WORST
SARAH STOP EATING
please stop eating
i have 3 slices waiting for me tmrww
please stop eating
chocolate,tiramisu, and more chocolate
please stop eating

eating chcolate is so commercialised
they forget to tell people
the lil disclaimer at the bottom
if u eat all of this u';ll balloon into something big and scary
and it's not gonna make u feel any better.