the gurl at the candystore ... wide-eyed and prancing: bubyee mr vanilla manilla

my curtains were down for dry-cleaning

BEAuTIFOOL morning

was messin around the hairy monsta
i suggested lunch at the hideout

they loved the foood : )

anyway

i had an okay day until

somebodtotallY RUINED IT for me

bloody helll

i cant explain it.

rar

i hate it when people choose to squish everything in one sms and not call when i prefer to have a gd talk about things..

its damn iMpersonal damn rude damn insincere OKAY? i'll feel like a fool n i'll start cussin n hating n everything is said in the sms it's ridiculous to call bacK anyway

n its also pointless to reply the stupid sms ,this stupid dating game..i hate it ..the whole dangle the carrot bit doesnt make sense, doesnt work, eats me up inside..mind games just totally drives me nuts and he ended off with " stay cute;)"

i feel like punchin him in his belly n knockin the wind out of him.."STAY CUTE??!!?!" makes me think just cos im 21 ..does it mean i dont get to be treated the same way he treats 25 or 26 yr old girls with a salary and a namecard? eh respect me for who i am and not my age please.bollocks mann. i pray for a tsunami in his toilet when he wakes up tmrw morning n he gets flushed down the bowl.i hate men. girls like me do not deserve to be treated like flavour of the month. yes. i've said it. ...

so.... u're " seeing this lady right now" and u'll " call me in the future when u can" this has officially made me realise i have every reason and every right to be a fuckin pretentious bitch becos when im being myself... people dont exactly treat me seriously."oh yeah..it's sarah.the lil harmless girl i knew from ..." i expected nothing out of it and so now he is " see ing this lady" , he cant even meet up for coffee or a simple helo even as a Friend?.so the movie dates and all.. i was just a calafare ,was i? a lil name to pen in to fill in the blank pages of his schedule. n i thought he was interested in me.blody wake up call. no thanks to u mr vanilla manilla.i believe girls like me deserve to be treated nicely. guys like u ought to be trodden on AND be used. thats how they like it. to be USed n manipulated.i've learnt so much this entire 3 mths. i may sound vehemous n spiteful but no.. i know exactly how this will come to.. in a few months if Lady girl doesnt want him anymore.. he'll start dialing me up again... which really sucks.

so yeah i called my dad up n he drove down with mom together with the Boeys' one n half yr old baby daughter Junxi...while makin a turn out from mohd sultan to unity street in front of Dble O..

our car died~~~~!

my mom cldnt turn the steering wheel and there was traffic comin bothways ..she was freakin out like mad..thank gdness the cars werent travellin at full speed and they stopped for her.. we cld reverse though and so she reversed and parked by the side..*PHEW*

thank gdness we had each other..if my mommy took the car out byherself n ended up on the expressway ... i think she wldnt have known what to do..

mom cabbed home with the neighbour's kid while we stood by the car n waited for the tow truck to come...

watched the cars go by, people-watched, n i went to 7-11 to get ourselves a ribena each.

i love ribenas : )

the tow truck had to reverse n make a u turn cos they have to hook the car from behind

my dad showed me 2 letters apparently before the Boeys moved in ... the former owner owed some loanshrk mooney.. so we've received threat letters accompanied with hell money hahhaahaa

so high tech leh loan sharks nowadays actually type their letters n they printed the debtor's name n ic no. which i've covered with the hellnotes of cos.