maybe i've been boring with all the pics about the weather
here's another one
sometimes i dont wish to express myself in rants n whines and "teehees" and "omg omg omg"
bcos it uses up alot of energy.
Lookin at the pictures , i actually feel how i felt at that very instant.
it's as if i've captured my thoughts on the clouds n noone else can read it.. but myself
u see the clear blue sky n nice fluffy clouds ..
i see sarah smiling behind the camera tellin herself that everything is all fine n dandy n she's ready to take on the world..
u know it's funny how comfortable i am being just by myself.
this is what i've always wanted. the freedom.
this was posted in September:
"cos i havent found somebody whom i wanna hold hands all day long n share ice cream with."
i lied.
i did. oh the heartaches n pain.
but i'm over it and i feel different.
so different
i can look you into the eye and say : i don't care anymore really.
maybe tonight, somebody will walk up n tell me he likes me.alot. i'll most likely pretend to play dumb.
maybe tmrw i'll meet a stranger who would say he'll put his life for me n maybe for the fun of it i'll take the gamble " yes" lets go away together.
see my point..i dont care anymore.
a breath of fresh air.maybe companionship may blossom into love.
i dont like people who walk into my life expecting love.
i like the feelin of realising i've fallen in love with somebody.
when it catches me most unaware
but nothing is close to that now.
not anywhere close.
im always running away and running into walls.
my daddy just saved the day.
my daddy wishes to take me out today.
"hey u wanna go to dempsey road?"
"dad ps cafe is closd , they open at 6pm"
"oh.. lets go anywhere u want to then, u drive i follow"
i say YAY : )
song: Drift by ElsaKidspy
"Can u hear me crying out...."
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