monday: we had presentation and we came in our "office" attire cos we wanted to present ourselves as a "company". the gurls ushered the profs, we laid out the tables nicely, we had drinks+ A copy of our software+candies +brochure... philly n stephy to present...
they were a blast and guess what..

we emerged top of our division meaning we BEAT the lab next to us that was made up of india scholars n chinese scholars who were doing virtual camera on the ethernet" or somethign in that lingo...
prof shum ping pulled nadia aside and told her that he wld have wanted nadia n sarah to present cos we loook like we can make the presentation engaging..(oooh so flattering to hear that) but bcos i had my dad to worry abt he didnt wanna stress me up further ..n when prof asked nadia to present she actually recommended philly...ahh well..if it was me n nadia it wld be a WHACKy thing mann hahaha oh well.. philbert n steph are damn professional n im more than happy to not do anything but just help out..we'll prob get too excited prior to the presentation..not cool cucumbers like stephy n philllly ...

went back to the hospital and ive been facin ultimate bitchyness frm the only person i'll ever complain abt. all i can say is money is evil. especially when u only talk abt money and money without knowing it. how u hurt people's feelings without thinking, how u act sympathetic to the aged but seriusly i think its all an act, how u try to act so "above everyone" ... and "up there" and try to "up" urself.. instead of re -enacting the whole incident i'll just end this part here. boy she drives me mad sometimes.
(i bet its vice versa)

anyway
i found a parking lot n it was next to the lorry:
i went berserk n wrote this:


when i got back.. another lorry was in the lot n i checked for scratches cos lorry drivers love to swing doors n i had second thoughts(*scared*) i might aggravate the bugger n he might harm my baby getz ... i always have bad experiences with pickups/lorries, many scratches inflicted unto my car cos they're so inconsiderate...

i received a fone call from yoda.
n im more shocked than sad, like i hate it when i hear abt deaths and im at a loss of what to say.
she informs me they're having a lil gathering at starbucks to write a little something for her..but isnt it all TOO LATE???but i'll try to go.. let her know she's very loved... thats the sad-dest thing when u know that someone had everything, had every right & reason to bcome somebody useful and successful, he takes them away from this world so abruptly.
why?
it's so scary if u think abt it.
life is so short. how then..do u actually live each day to the fullest? how??
how do u actually make the most of it? HOW?
how do u tell everyone whom u love that u love them?
she was an all rounder if i rembred correctly yellow hse cheerleader, gymnast, track n field.. she had a group of close knit friends..n i knew n expected somebody like her to have it successful all the way .. was this how he planned it??i cannot imagine the heartache her friends n family r going thru now. im just at a loss for words. yoda says she cant sleep. i told her to say a prayer n go back to bed.

im gg to bed now.
oasis: STop crying ur heart out
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared,You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile, (may your smile)
Shine on, (shine on)
Don't be scared, (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm,

'Cause all of the stars,Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way
and Stop crying your heart out

Get up, (get up)
Come on, (come on)
Why you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
'Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out