hello world

the weatherman for sarah's days must have had a hardtime forecasting abt the predictable waves n thunderstorms and mini typhoons and sadness...
its friday imback in sch n i get an irritating fone call in the morning with dragon lady askin me " where r u?" if u have sch,and it's not impt,don't go"
ihave sch. it's important. THat's why im in school.
it's not like im being unfilial. imm going straught after sch n keep my daddy dear company \i love him to bits and nobody is gonna find fault with me when i know im doing the right thing.
it's Design n innovation project mth, 3 Aus, and we have peer assessment i already feel the fingers pointing at me for not comin to sch and i feel so bad cos i left quite a bit of work to jia n nadia babes for mypart of flash and i contributed whenever i can at night when i get home from the l'hopital.
my dad asked me to go out cos " it's friday night"
silly billy of a dad. i'll keep u company la : ).
u my love for long long of cos
i'll stay with u and not let u feeel alone.
so i've been asking myself .. i've been having plenty of stress and hard knocks lately, this is extreme compared to bubblegum days where everyday is a blisss..n i just hop into my car n go shopshop be prettypretty.
i'll accept it. whatever that's been thrown at me.
i rant but i accept it.
if this is what i neeed to open up my eyes a lil bit, wake up from my bubblegum world, yes i'll accept it.
i'll accept my car being loaned, my hair, my daddy in pain but i know he's recovering as fast as *beepbeep*( road runner), i'll accept the bitchyness i have to face, i'll accept whether or not im able to work( based on my dad's condition),i'll accept whatever financial difficulties my family face..
i'll accept it all.
prayers do work and thats how it is.
cos every morning i'll still wake up fresh eyed and blurry just waiting and waiting ... expecting somebody to step on my tail, n i'll be thankful if there isnt.
the weekend is dawning.
it'll be ALL good. : )