my aunt heard abt my mom being upset and she told me " hey ur mom is very sad u know..u not talkin to her ah?"
her words kept ringing in my head thru out the whole day..
dats the problem with me..when u step on my tail or diss me offf i'll become some kinda ice block, cold and hard to break... i'm very gd at being hard..it's some defence mechanism..and my mom whom i loves so much gets it too.. i'll just reply curtly and be bitchy.. sigh...

: ) after work todaay sarah was supposed to meet gina n accompany pris cos she's really free nowadays and we each have work so we feel bad that we're all workin when we see her so littlee as it already is with her in the states...
she lives behind paragon along cairnhill and we waited for quite a while before she turned up..anyway we were expecting her to take her own sweeet time so we decided to try our luck for express shape n paint at hollywood secrets.. $10 only cheap cheap .. the pink was marvy marvellous.. all pink n not too sweeet
i even had time to do a lil piece of nail art i asked for a black lightning bolt.. gina painted the same colour+ a black star cos we cldnt care lesss.... the pink was perfectt!!


actually it was all to prove a point: the time spent waiting for her, we can use it wisely to get our nails done zippety zip! hehehee

sushidollies had sushi at sushi tei.. i had everything.. ikura,hamachi cappachio, sushidon,yasai miso, chawanmushi,they had their usual mayo stufff oh my gdness..sushi always makes us happy.... felt oversized in my jeans had to desperately suck me tummmy in... heheheehe *ashamed*
wore red heeels +red bag +darkdenim jeans+white tank top..
went over to alley cos we cldnt stop talking and the resturant was freeezing.. then i realise both of them had a horse of somesort...

gina n her rockin horse


pris with her pumpkin coach and horses

i dunhave a horse or anything : (

anyway next yr cruise spring summer collection it's gonnna be all DOlphin printed for both men n ladies'..wheeee : ) very pretty n cruise-like..the sort u can picture ladies posing in their sun hats with on board those private yachts or by the pool-sidee ...
http://www.fashionweekdaily.com/fashion/fullstory.sps?iNewsid=338716&itype=8487

today i saw a sarong party girl exercising her "charm" to get herself a pair of gucci floral canvas slide-ons.
she was malay, had long hair, very curvaceous and wore tight skirt and a top that revealed her bra., LV damier collection shoes+ frank muller diamond blingbling watch, her man was handsome... prolly russian.. nice features and cleanly shaven... he was on the fone the whole time..
she asked for her size, put on the shoes n did a lil catwalk to her man, the whole time she was doing the "shoulder shimmy' Like " oo, these shoes are soooo perfect" in the honey coated tone ...like super ACT ang moh.. "i like them so much", "don't u think they look so pretty?", "mmmmmmmmm" urgh totally disgusted me... yes she got her gucci shoes in the end but it was so scripted..like eeew. tasteless. so my colleagues came to a conclusion, if u wanna be a slut and sleep around, dun anyhow sleep around, sleep with the ones u can get something out off, milk them for their worth..reminded me off the book that i read "white oleanders" , the title was along those lines, it was abt a kid who had to shift from foster home to foster home and she was so envious of the black lady next door who always had different male visitors but yet had everythin expensive n soft+classsy+audrey hepburnish, the young ladies admired her while the older women shunned upon her n called her a whore...
whoever she is, whatever she does, we only see what we choose to see, ah well : )

am so bummed tmrw is the day to regsiter my subjects..wonder how im gonnna do it..sigh..eevryone is takin something different.. im just gonna wake up early n plan it all.. i've only just realised i will not be eligible or industrial attachment...was quite sad by the news...but i guess what i lack is what i have to make up for, maybe next holiday i'll try too hoook up another company after my IO to give more credibility to my resume or something.. n the YFC thingy which i so badly wanted to do?? im too old, they only want new entres to the uni and im considered too old, i was refered to the seletar flying club,where they require a $1k membership feee inorder to learn how to fly....siao..
im gonna go to bed..my mask has finally dried up...


tired feet+pinknails with onenicelightningbolt to put a smile on my face,
gdnight..